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2006-12-22T02:14:00.000+08:00

work day! morning was war plus no aircon. urgh! first time perspire during work! so bloody hot. plus so busy. i kena go oval serve customers. the author keong? was there. director of our hotels lah. haha. abit stress lah, ltr do wrong things die alr. haha. anw lucky it was find. n my incharge tables finish thier food quite fast lah. haha. at first 2manpower bcom solo. duno where the guy go. bt anw its ok. it was fine. hehe. time passes quite fast & finally war was over! haha

the rest leave at 3plus. so i alone at cafe do suger bowls, set cutluries, clear the side stations, listen headset, serve customers. actually wasnt busy bt i dont know i do things like super rush. kind of stupid lah. must improve& also i today gt this stupid action i hate it so much. bt duno y it just came out. must change also. urgh! went dinner had zha cai fan. hehe. the fish was nice.

after tt dinner time was nt busy at first. so i was called to do the food tags in the office. if i finish it by today tmr i dont nid to go back to work alr. haha. mean no extra money. bt at least i dun have to rush alr lah. n can have dinner with my family. i just love having dinner with family. unless it is a peaceful one lah. haha. i finish the food tags bout 9plus. i think i did 2hrs. im a slow worker lah. hais. lousy me.

after tt went back to cafe. they said it was super busy. like full house lah. bt i didnt have to do al the busy work. when i went back left a few big groups only. cleared their plates fast and refil their water. hehe. they left so we set do suger bowls and things gg pretty fast. (: n i had a small gingerbread man. hehe. cute one. shared with karmun. ltr at night vau always super busy. so we did things till 12 lah. late huh. so many drinks orders. n i kinda blurred and i feel down. cos gt tripped by the chair. haha. so paiseh. bt anw had free ride to karmun's hse den my mom fetch me frm there.

had tang yuan for super didnt want to have it bt anw just ate it. cos its a tuan yuan day. (: hehe. nites. confused in my mind. hais.

2006-12-21T01:59:00.000+08:00

sleep like a pig til the late afternn. haha. online & ltr finally got myself to watch princess hour. Lol. waited for so long. lazy to watch. bt it was nice show of cos. watch halfway had to stop. cos go meet my family for dinner at hougang mall. for tmr dong day? like kind of tuan yuan kind. haha. happy family mah. went to ate japense food! my fav. at ichiban resturant. (: nice food they serve. some special dishes. i find every diff jap resturant have thier own style of food. bt sakae sushi i ate until sian alr. haha.

eat like quite rushing cos miting karmun at 745 for dance. almost late bt didnt. hehe. went there ahmad was there alr. haha. red shirt. bt anw during his dance he kind of like to lame alot lah. haha. and the dance today nt tt nice after all. haha. i think the last wk tt we missed shld be nice. (: bt too bad. haha. after tt bathe and i think im gg to miss the 10oclock pilot show again. argh. we even took the longer way to rched home. bt nvm. xinyi said can watch it on youtube. (: bt wait i have time first lah. i like always no time. hehe. working 11 tmr. nites.

2006-12-20T01:34:00.000+08:00

went old folks early in the morning at 830. was late for the breakfast meeting. tot i couldnt get to eat my hotcakes meal bt end up stil decides to eat. (: so long nv had it alr. we slowly eat our meal even thou we are late. haha. until adeline called den we walk to the mrt. haha. bastards us. walked to the home and rch there i can feel tt the lady didnt really nid us there. she makes me feel like she very impt those. give us those kind of erm dun really knows hw to say. just dun really like her attitude? hehes.

we had some games b4 we interact with the old folks. we had this list out the losses when we are 70yrs old. so we listed bout 24? haha. so we eat write 3 of our fav numbers betw 1-24. haha. i wrote 11,17,23. (: they are career, family, property. so we had to give up one of them first. i gave up my career. haha. surprised tt someone throw away its health. oh my and its huda! haha. 2nd i throw away my property. mine kind of easy chioce. cos some kena mobility health family. haha. the 9 of us left with 3family, 1appetite(HAHA), 1respect, 1sight, 1mobility, 1sexlife-_-, 1hearing. cant really rmb. the appetite was frm SHUHUI lah. haha. throw away beauty&status keep appetite. wahah. guo ren hen shi he ta. =p

after tt we went upstairs help elderly to do colouring. hehe. i choose the correct person. he was the best in colouring. hehe. he coloured 3 alr. others only 1 or haven finish 1. he even keep it in his room(: quite sad to see them nv smile. when we were ask to sit beside each elderly to colour. was kind of scared others will feel sad cos got left out. cos we aint enuff ppl to all of them. bt there is this one guy was so fierce & demanding. dun let us get the chairs. they said he was the so called "supervisor" for the level. haha. bt anw. after tt time passes real fast was 12 alr. so i rush back home. had bubble tea of cos. (:

went home slp nt more den 1hrs had to rush to work alr. work at 5. work was alright. bt whole time karmun was nt there. she had to print food tags. hais. me the hostress had to stand there cut food tags. it was so cold. cut till 1130. and we miss thebus. at first we didnt. the stupid bus driver act nv see us. so idiot. so my mom had to fetch us home. rch home quite late alr. chatchat(: nites.

2006-12-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

Sentosa Day(:
went sentosa with xinyi&jiawan. we made our own lunch to bring along. i made sandwiches, xinyi made sushi and jiawan made pizzabread. haha. pizza was nice obviously mine was nice. haha. bt xinyi's sushi was super hard. cos she lazy made it last night tt's y. Lol. jiawan's has mushrooms hotdogs & cheese onto of the toast bread. hehe. mine has 2 kind. ham&cheese; ham&egg. xinyi's has tuna, crabmeat & cucumber.

the weather was quite bad. it keeps raining&stopsXthousand times? made me super cold ok. we build sandcastle under the rain. it was my first time making such a big one plus its a succesful one. 3cheers for us. we played ball, played with water. haha. and jiawan's always the monkey. cos we had ways to keep the ball with us. haha. when it started raining heavily we carried our mats frm the sand to the shelter. the water & sand made my bag, clothes, hp all dirty & wet! urgh! esp my hp. has sand in it n the screen has water in it.

we took plenty of stupid, ugly, act cute photos. haha. the mad us. bt anw we also played poker while waiting for the rain to stop. we gt ourselves al wet&sandy bt its super fun. will want to go again. when the weather is sunny? haha. and with more money. so can go underwater world, dolphin lagoon& also the beautiful fountain. haha. when leaving the siloso beach we had to get ourselves bathe & catch or movie at 650? we gt to stationb for our bathe. end up there isnt a place for bathe. so we lazy to go to the bathe toilets. so we just bathe ourselves there. haha. instead we took a super long time. we bathe finish at 7plus. and there is this cleaner auntie sort of unhappy. cos we made the whole place wet. wahaha.

after tt we rush to vivo to watch the last time slots for deju vu. at bout 8plus. it is a super nice show. i like this kind of show? haha. me&jiawan gt shock by the time the show ends. haha. end a 11. didnt expect it to be so late. so we went home after tt. have to bathe again. cos nt tt clean bathing there. Lol. chat online. nites.

2006-12-17T13:28:00.000+08:00

working morning is great. i love the atmosphere. bt i simply hate the yogurt smell & sitckness. i will work morning again! haha. at first thinking want to work till 3 anots. bt kick away tt idea cos my mom is here for lunch with me! (: we went to the hawker centre to eat western food! (: my mom queued for the nasi lemak for my sis&fren at home for 1/2hr. so long queue.

my parents bought sesame paste for me again. nice of them huh. went home played maple. so long nv touch tt alr. since my sis on her acc n nv touch cos they al were making "new creation" of soup. ltr went to slp til 7plus. my parents half way woke me up ask me whether i want to go have dinner with them anot. bt im nt hungry. so when i woke up they are nt at home. called me wat i want to eat.

so they bought back bubble tea(: choco flavour. watch tv again. tot tmr stil have sch. stupid me. wanted to have macbreakfast bt my mom said had bread at home alr n they had to go work early. so nvm. nites.

2006-12-16T19:33:00.000+08:00

working alone in the early afternn. sian ah. bt kinda nt busy, time passes fast too. at first no supervisor no manager. suddenly the b** came ard. and say this say tt shout here & there lah. bt i dun give a damn alr. haha. just do my work! she even scold me b** lah. today is my day to do kids room again. bt after 6. cos theres some function gg on.

nt ones working 3-11 shift so my dear cousin had to do room service. scared no guys working at night and whos gg to do buffet line & stuff. afternn kena called to wipe fish plates & put the at the buffet line. urgh. break we ate sandwich. i love it. chilled one. bt had to stand at 7-11 eat.

went back to work nt busy too. at bout 8 went to set kids room. i was fast! haha. bt delayed bcos of the black tape&the list lah. run up & down looking for it. end up finish it at 9plus. left behind alot of shit stuff at the cafe. have to faster finish them b4 11. bt end up do till 1130. tmr stil have to wake up super early. so i called my mom to fetch us home. hope tmr breakfast seems fine. nv work morning b4. nites.

2006-12-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

i didnt go to sch today. cos i had a headache from last night till nw. bt fact is im actually lazy too. made my holiday a day earlier. Ha. so i woke up at 11 & mit jiawan estee for lunch. estee was super late cos of her late dismiss of sch. jiawan & i walked at cp. we went mos drink milk tea den go library sit den go kfc sit & wait for her. (: we chat for very long at kfc time passes very fast. my head is getting heavy.

so i called my mom to bring me to the doctor so she asked me to mit her at boon keng. so i left cp bout 3plus. on my way i was msging chay & suddenly at hougang she board the same train as me. it was like so coincidence. hen you yuan leh. haha. mayb i think of her too much so i get to see her. Lol. she go meet the workaholic wendy. also very long nv see wendy alr. xD

my mom bought sesame paste&egg tarts. love her loads. we went to see doctor & ltr pei her for her working ride. haha. so i think i have to cancel my gym alr. bt so long nv go ride with her alr. den went back to her office to fetch my dad den to tampanies to fetch my sis. we went to the jap resturant next to the tampines sport complex to have our dinner. intro by estee&jiawan. haha. the food is nice! we al ate till super full!

my sis wanted to rush back home for her 9pm siao show. Haha. so we quickly finish the sending of goods we went ntuc to buy our stuff and gt back in time lah. i think when im sick im always in a gd mood at home. dont know why. Ha. nites.

2006-12-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

late for sch again. haha. too tired alr. bsi lessons ended early again. so we had lunch at fc4. i ate the crispy soup & fried fish. the soup so-so bt i love the fish. ha. during the lunch had some things lah. Lol. the soup from the western stall suck lah. so tasteless bt yet ppl stil can finish the whole bowl of soup. plus it is nt his. is ppl's meal dun want he tke and eat de. haha. n i was like what the. haha. stil hungry go getsomething to eat lah or if thirsty go get some drink. bt anw the funny part is tt i didnt notice the sweat thing lah. dun even want to look at him. haha. went to buy ice cream at 7-eleven. my moo's ice cream. (: yumyum.

we was early for CD so we chatted quite alot outside. the 38 ppl. haha. talk all sorts of things. gt air con dun want enjoy sit outside have hot air. CD had a test of some sort ur personality. i got C. i think tt is the worst one lah. haha. i think im only part of it. cos 1 person has a few personality not only 1. i think i has plenty at diff place. after tt went to sk to tke bus to my cousin's hse. bought curry puff. said didnt want to eat fried stuff end up eating again. hais.

rain & get drench again. lucky mt has umbrella. (: rched cousins hse. the dog was barking like mad. i gt so scared lah. it was super active. plus i forgot to wear jeans. cos i at first wanted to go to gym one. bt didnt go. i think i made the dog sad. like dun want to get near him. bt im really scared. so sorry. den we watch death note. it was so nice lah. haha. n we decided we must go watch death note2 cos is a continue story. bt i dun really understand the whole thing. bt it was nice! after tt i ate satay chix wings. it was nice! hehe. after tt i went home alr. watch tv& online. having a huge headache. had to wake up early tmr. so nites.

2006-12-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

i woke up late lah. so i have to rush like mad to sch just for the site visit. as the teacher say the bus will leave at 9am. so i walk as fast as i could den i feel so uncomfortable after tt. in nid of water. at first didnt want to go to the site de lah. hot & still hot. bt this time round better cos they build some buildings alr. so we are walking in the shelter. nt like the other time. so hot& all of us where sweating like mad. i simply hate the sun. =p after tt i keep feeling tt i stinks. Ha.

back from the site we went fc4 to eat. i wasnt hungry bt i stil went to buy rice to eat. cos the food seems tempting. (: hehe. cant resist. so i was super full. plus my urge of having milo. so im bloated. haha. after tt theres stil plenty of time b4 my gems. so we all went library. there's this leg tking lah. haha. lame us. bt we were laughing like mad. kena shout "keep quiet". after tt went to t7 didnt know teacher was earlier den me. hehe.

after tt i had dental appointment. stil kinda early so i took my own swit time. i change my colour to purple. theres nt much nice colour to change alr. sobs* after tt i went sk to tke bus to CV. so i bought four leaves for my dinner&mocha ice blend cos im sleepy. the mocha cost $2 ex huh? no pearl some more. bt it is nice, so its worth. walk to bus stop it started rainin. hoping CV nt raining.

rched work i was almost late. n we had to wear christmas hat. i look wierd in it i think. haha. bt at some angle i think its cute. Lol=x imagine i have to wear it for 12 hours. urgh! haha. its so itchy can. work was fine bt i had to clear buffet line. after work i was very tired. nites.

2006-12-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

whoa~ today's D&D gt cheng jiu gan. cos finally i finished my tut3. ppl do it in just awhile i took like 9hrs. bt also hand up tut4 also. cos lz & alan helped me. they finish in just so short while loh. wth. i was like doing for so long. hais. exams die alr lah. nw stil have wat proj lah. now i stil owe teacher guild hse,e-learning&todays drawing. bt sh helped me alr. left one more block or something lah. haha. fu dan nt so heavy alr.

hope can finish guild hse b4 holidays end. wahaha. they say is easy lah. =p anw aft sch pei sihui go buy her present for her 1mth aniversary gift. and also want to see gt wat nice things can buy for estee's present. at first tot only me&her. end up alot of us. haha. gt lizzie, annabelly, alan, sihui&myself. we went to city hall; num to buy her laptop bag for her bf. she chose a brown one. ltr we went suntec to eat dinner at wat noodle place lah. the food quite nice! next time go eat with my fren. haha. after tt went walk walk. i bought mix&match at mini toon cos i feel like eating marshmellow. (:

walked past a shop sell unique stuff. haha. kinda of zip and zip into bag, pouch & pencil case. i decide for very long there. choosing wat keychain to match with the pencil case tt i m gg to buy for estee. bu hao yi si let them wait so long. cos they seems to be annoyed i think. cos they are rushing for time. ltr we walked back to city hall gt sihui's gift wrapped & ltr headed home. getting late. nites.

2006-12-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

i was too sleepy so i skipped ectp today bcos i slept late last night. duno y dun feel like slping ytd. keep want to listen to songs. aft bsi&law. planned to mit xinyi&jiawan for dinner. bt xinyi wanted to go bowling. so i went al the way to yishun safra. mit them at northpoint da bao mac. haha. no one pei me tke mrt. cos sihui has bowling. sobs*

ate fillet burger. wanted to restrict myself from fried food, chocos, ice cream&coffee. al the unhealthy stuff. n my pimples must go away! so i must ren. haha. went bowling first 2 rounds was FOC. cos xinyi say treat us. first time play bowling find it very nice to play. haha. first 2rounds of game i think i play so-so. 3rd round was like shit. keep went into the drain. quite fun lah. after the bowling they tot of playing pool bt it was booked so we waited for our turn. for so long. i was looking at jiawan's cam bout her china trip. quite nice. den xinyi there msging like neglected her. =x den when its our turn was like quite late alr. so end up didnt play. haha.

wasted our time can shop for estee's present. bt after tt we walked back to northpoint cos my ez-link left 50cents? haha. save it for my bus back home. hehe. on the way talked alot of stuff. n i was shocked tt i forgot hw i celebrate those "special" occasions with him alr. mayb we didnt had any surprise or something tt made me rmb bah. boring r/s. bt im dun feel anything alr when they talked bout him. haha. can ans every thing just like tt. cos i love cute guys can.

went northpoint buy bread&bubble tea den waited for bus. quite fast the bus came alr. den on the way talk alot also. quite nice very long nv see both of them. mayb can meet up again some other time. meeting them to watch movie sooon! haha. after i alight have this new route to my hse i think is faster. bt kinda scary. so i walked super fast lah. den called sh. scared mah. haha. den i saw one indian guy den very scared started running den end up he also staying same block as me. think i think too much alr. haha. hope have enuff slp. gdnites

2006-12-10T11:47:00.000+08:00

woke up 10plus, my family just gt home frm some run early in the morning. the only me at home slping like pig. hah. we went out for lunch at some resturant ate tim sum! haha. the food was pretty nice; the fried ones are great bt steam ones are so-so only. we ordered alot lah! eat til very full. the place pretty big yah. and they started saying of treating them again. cos im working. urgh! bt the more they say i dun feel like treating them. i at first wanted to ders. bt i eat my own dinner own sat&sun. buy my own home food. everything. hais. bt i will treat them mayb jan or feb.

rush home to watch the 2pm horse awards. ha. my mom drop us at bai mei so have to walk back. tired ah. haha. the show was ok bt gt jay chou, his handsome ok. wanted to go swimming bt keep raining& stop. den decided nt to go anymore. after the rain stopped theres rainbow. took a few pics with my dad's phone. lame huh. sis started first. =p dinner time! cos wanted to rush home for 7pm sgp awards. Lol.

went hougang mall for food. rched there haven eat my mom at sis stuck at the guardian. sort of pissed off. they stayed there for super long & one of the auntie who worked there kinda made me unhappy lah. they like shopping giant like tt walking round&round inside. after tt went to ate my fav sesame paste no fail eating it every wk. yummy. xD den again the two dragger shop giodarno for so long again. n they stil have to go ntuc ltr to buy some stuff. feeling so unhappy. my mom was the one saying want to rush back in time for the awards. end up dilly dally made me cant watch too. went home bout 730 alr. urgh! watching tv started to nag again. so im here watching award&blogging. =p elvin looks alil like ahmad. bt i think elvin is more gd looking. heh. plus his a chinese. =D tmr gg eat with xinyi & jw. bt have to eat mac instead of mos. haha. sobs* nites. tired.

2006-12-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

almost late for work again. haha. 11-11 shift is always for sat. the work was nt busy again. same for last sat. so little peeps. guess of the increase in price? cheapo sgpreans. haha. nah its my point of view. =x did quite alot of wrong stuff again. i think prem can blacklist me alr. cos i always did wrong things under him. hais. and i m the hostress tt time kena called by gerald. he ask alot of question & i cant ans them. cos i didnt know the new stuff bout christmas & new yr. plus im nt gd in talking either. so i think is pretty dui lian. & shows tt im a lousy worker. hais. i had run away bill today too. bt lucky it was saved. haha. overall seems ok cos suhaila nt working. legs gt painfull & im tired. nites.

2006-12-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

did nth bt slack during it lessons. simply too bored. thinking where to eat where to kill time afterwards. bcos after sch will have alot of time before the dance concert, the concert starts at 7! after sch went to vivo to eat. ate carls jr. it super big & super messy. bt i love the food there. shared a meal with sh yah. only both of us super full bt the rest stil nt full. cos they gei kiang share also. haha. nice meal! i will get the onion ring.

after tt since nth to do. i tot of gg wb hse! cos want to go see&visit her hse. excited! walked awhile at vivo&hbf. den walked to her hse. quite far can. bt walking back like nt far alr. the place is super nice gt big swimming pools&great playgrounds. i love the turning small chair. its fun! bt swings are better. theres also this rope tied frm pole to pole thing. i think i can slp in it. plus the windy wind. bt wb hse quite hot yah. Lol. bt i think we al go her hse quite "shi li" so paiseh. bt im like tt when gg to ppl's hse. haha. envy her! gt such nice hse. anw hope can go again. Ha.

after tt rush back to sch lah. cos almost gg to late. bought mocha&panda biscuits at cheers. scared hungry ltr. we rched just in time for the concert. the concerts is great! i love it so much. want to join thier club yah. bt i think im nt gd enuff to join. hehe. bt dance is really great. i love thier concert hope i can dance tt gd too. haha. hoping to have a bf who can dance. ive met one, bt his too old for me. sobs* =x haha. i have no talents bt alot ppl have. searching hard for mine! the concert was really great, tts all i can say. (: winks. nites.

2006-12-07T11:35:00.000+08:00

it was like trying hard waking up early to come for just 1hr of sch. wat a waste of energy. bt anw i went gym after sch, 1 and 1/2 hrs of gym. now i nv fail to go gym once a week. haha. holiday i planning to go twice a wk? (: after tt feeling alil hungry wanted to go ps to grab some food or something. bt when im crossing betw parkmall & ps. i got super weak. so decided to head home instead since its the mrt alr. bt went down feel hungry so walked thru dhoby xchange to see there's any nice food. so saw this organic shop there is this cut fruits lah. haha. so i sitted down read my book&eat slowly. it was nice. diff fruits with honey&nuts. next tym after gym i would visit the shop everynow&then. haha.

went home & took 2hrs of sleep. finally can make up for my late night sleeps. haha. only days w/o work can have super lots of sleeps. (: woke up its alr 530. mitting karmun&yili at 6plus. so im late again. bt im nt eating much. so they ate first. rched there and bought jap balls 2cheese&ham, 1prawn. haha. they said i ate super slow. bt seriously i do. haha. went amore early cos karmun wanted to do her project. she had lots to do. the dance was nice i can saw. or mayb bcos this time i had paid attention. haha. bt i like the dance. so went home we took to hbf first so tt we could have seats al the way so tt my cousin can do her stuff on the train. so she get to finish one of it in the train. rched punggol waited for her bus & home swit home.

watch the pilot show, my fav! (: n i went to sleep. wanted to slp early end up slping late. so im gg to be super tired the next morning. as i have to wake up at 6. yawn* nites.

2006-12-06T11:12:00.000+08:00

today had ectp for1hr & there is this meltdown fair we had to go at 10am. it was kinda boring. cos we just have to go there & see the booth & just vote for 1 of them. most impt our attendance lah. cos it was for CD attendance tmr. haha. once we rched there the only BE booth came about to be my sec fren so i just vote for them even thou they haven even start putting out thier stuff. haha. rest voted them too. haha. den ltr we just slack & sit the the bench there ate ice cream bt had cravings for hotdog since morning. Lol. bt didnt eat lah.

the rest went out of sch to bugis at 10plus and left me,sihui & meiting behind. sobs* cos they dun have gems&sihui meeting her fren for bowling. so we went to fc4 since its super duper early & sure there aint any peeps yet. im nt hungry of cos bt stupid me always had this craving shit. haha. so i ate kiwi & mee & lastly an awful drink. Lol. while waiting for sihui fren to came. quite long lah. bt im also waiting to kill time for gems ltr. haha.

rched T7 found out tt teacher is only coming at 145. ask us to discuss our skit2 first. so we talked and think and sort of crap. haha. the guy was funny ya. haha. and with came out with dramatic mad ger crazy bcos of bf again. haha. hope im nt acting in it. haha. after tt went to work alone. sad, my cousin's busy with her work tt's y cancel her work schedule.

work was bad. busy like hell. wed shld nt be busy actually. bt urgh! it was buffet for raffles hotel. n the woman again came keep wanting to find faults in me. bt too bad. she didnt had a chance today. =p and the happy thing was a customer gave me a 10dollar tip. i was shock. first time recieve so much tip didnt know wat to do so i told sophia. i think i was stupid. shld nt told her at first she ask me to keep them al. ltr she came round to tell me i just keep 2dollars n the rest put into tip box. cos she thinks unfair. cos she didnt had so much tip b4. bt part timers dun get the share. jus simply stupid lah. i suppose to end work at 10 bt too busy they ask me to work till 11. bt things nt done n i work till 1125. bt jumat ask me to signout 11. urgh! luckly my mom came to fetch me home. tired.

2006-12-05T10:49:00.000+08:00

tues is D&D day. i hate it. bt this time i didnt draw or touch any drawings. haha. sit there slack thru let time pass. Lol. waiting to go out with chay ltr at cityhall. chay wanted to buy shoes so im gg to buy also. since i also want to buy long ago. haha. so long nv see her alr. since teacher let us go early so i gg to meet her earlier of cos. haha. mit her at 445 at cityhall. so we walked to num to try shoe lah. she wanted the new design al white one. bt i wanted the old design. haha. bt the old design has no more small size. so tt's pretty sad. ha. so we tried white&black one at the shop further down. cos they had 2 shops there. actually chay nids a smaller size bt den they had no size3 for her. haha. her feet so small only. so she bought size4.

so we went to the previous num shop and i tried 3 shoes lah. cant decide loh, think n try so long. chay down there keep saying me. haha. n i kinda bastard. cos the guy say the red one is more guy kind so he recomend me a more sweeter kind, white base with some blue printings. plus the design is newer. hehe. it was really nice&swit. bt end up decided to choose the red one. haha. chay thinks the red one's nicer too. after our shopping we went to msq to walk walk. talk alot of crap as usual. den we went to eat waffle. tues 1/2 price mah. haha. n i have a craving for it. at first chay dun feel like eating bt pursuade her to eat of cos. cos she say she nw cut down on food like ice cream, choco, coffee, fried stuff & more lah. bt she's super slim alr can.

we ate one big waffle with 2flavour of ice cream; cappuchino&mint kind. (: yum. and we saw weilin with her bf. she was really super pretty from far can. envy! plus her bf hairstyle very "special" from far i can spot them plus with crowd. think she didnt saw me. haha. went home & slack watch tv & use the net. parent came home with alot of stuff lah. and they started to nag this & tt. urgh! hated it. i was was super unhappy. bt i told myself to control & dun put it in my mind. haha. so im happy when i got to bed lah. haha. and my dad bought the k800i of cos. my mom now like full of money anxious to buy phones & stuff. wanted to change her n73 somemore. urgh! mayb i should nt work lah. make me so tired. maybe after my holidays i stop working for a month than. wahaha.

2006-12-04T10:31:00.000+08:00

it was estee's bday i msg her to wish her but she didnt reply. i msg her the other time she also didnt reply. sad huh. wonder whether did she change number again. haha. after sch went ps with sh to buy some stuff. suddenly i had cravings for popcorns can. so we ate popcorns for dinner. haha. we bought my stuff at the jap store & headed up to buy popcorn. than again sh has a wierd taste. Lol. she like to eat salty popcorn. omg. i seriously dun like it. sweet popcorn is extreme nice. bt den we still ordered 3/4 sweet & 1/4 salty plus a HUGE ice lemon tea. the popcorn was lousy cos mostly it was plain. till the bottom of the popcorn i gave up cos its al salty lah. haha. we gt so full ok.

walked at carrfour, the starhub & motorola shop. thinking wat hp i want to buy lah. stil cant make any decisions. so on my way home i rang up my mom she ask me to meet her at kovan so i tot ok go pei her eat dinner. in the end she say tke away mcdonalds to eat. it was nice lah cos seldom she will do that. bt i didnt want to cos im full. at first was thinking just acc them to eat. so ended up she bought flowers for praying & bought charsiew rice. n ltr fetch me home. rched home my pathetic sis was eating cake for dinner. haha. n i bought back her fav stall charsiew rice. my mom totally forgotten bout my sis dinner alr. haha.

so my sis ask me whether can give her a few mouth of rice. i think she's sad y i have she dun have. den again i ate a few mouth i gave her the whole packet instead. i went to eat my fav dousa ping. haha. nice me huh. (: watch tv & gdnites.

2006-12-03T10:04:00.000+08:00

went to eat at CV thai resturant there. it was to celebrate yeye's bday. we add the 168++ package. it was much cheaper than the ala carte. we went with a.kay&u.edmund. mama&yeye the maid & my family. the food was nice. made me super full again. after the eating there is a gossip talk among the adults bt i know wat their talking bout. my mom tot i dont be anw. there's nth to hide. ha. mama went down the shops to buy timsum for others at home.

after meal me&my sis hop onto a.kay's car for a ride to mama's hse. as my mum fetch mama to buy some joss sticks & stuff. they took quite a long time before rching home. we sat at mama's hse for quite some time & headed home again. wat a bored day. i went to slp again of cos. cos my mom went to my uncle place to work. after that we went out to eat. we ate hans at hougang mall. i at dory fish. it was quite nice. my dad ate horfun & my sis ate fish&chips. my mom ate some from each of ours. hehe. after tt we bought choco truffle cake from han's. it was sort of bu hui my bday cake. hehe. after tt my mom went to see hp again. see for so long made me & my dad bored to death. wanted to get some bubble tea. bt when we went down rmbed tt we stil have sesame paste. so better nt buy ltr too full to eat alr. haha.

den when it was getting late last min they say want buy watch from 25hours shop. they took so long to decide lah my sis. den try this try tt. keep asking me. so i helped her choose one lah. den she again decide on the colour. she chose the white one in the end. and me&sis share money to buy the watch for my dad for his bday. its was stil very early. bt anw makes no diff. haha. cos my mom keep asking us to buy it for my dad cos his watch is getting old. and tt was kinda smart of my mom. haha. at home surf net & gd sleep. prepared for sch tmr.

2006-12-02T10:01:00.000+08:00

WORK work WORK!

2006-12-01T09:45:00.000+08:00

IT was bored. ha. bt i feel that the excel & access wil have great help to our future jobs. but im just nt an attentive student. Lol. first teacher goes thru things very slow second teacher goes thru things like chasing aft train at japan not sgp, means extreme fast. one reason is bcos i nt very attentive lah. hehe.

after sch i went to dhoby to eat yoshinoya myself. it was the first day of dec and al places started to have new promotions for christmas. i ate the christmas student meal of cos. haha. it was nice. there was this choco ice cream. (: after tt went shopping at ps walked & see alot of nice stuff lah. thinking wat to buy for the exchange stuff with my poly frens. sort of thought of one. cos i think the thing is nice, i personally like it myself. bleahs. after tt went gym it was fun. i like being in gym. went home after tt and had a nice afternoon nap of cos. watch tv & stuff and gdnites.

2006-11-30T09:22:00.000+08:00

thurs lessons are always plain jane. nth interesting. bt for CD we had settled gg to old folks for our 10hrs of community service. bt the grouping was kinda so-so. as the 9 of us are not in the same group. wont be as fun alr. bt its ok i understand. oh and in the library there is some sort of show gg on. haha. a couple make out. and the funniest thing is that al of us were talking bout them loudly bt they stil find their surroundings no one else except themselves. too tou ru bah. Lol.

after sch went to get pay myself. sad huh. my cousin took it at tues alr. cos now my workplace has lots of changes in rules®ulations. lots of things to rmb felt so stress working there. i rched there alr i look for the zuhaila or something. ha. cant rmb her name. bt she was gerald's secetary. she ask me to wait outside when she is free she will call me. i was like wat the. prayed getting the pay would nt be long. cos i feel uncomfortable standing there. no reasons. after that i went home to get my stuff for hiphop at 8. rched dhoby at 7, i felt extreme weak dont know why. my hands shivering & havin headaches too. no mood to dance too.

so i bought kaya&butter toast, my fav. i think i was too hungry i almost finish them in no second. haha. during dance i felt tt im very lousy in it & i was really too paiseh to dance. so i was like give up al the way. or mayb i just hate some of the steps. on the way home dun really feel like gg the next hiphop lesson. felt im more to the modern kind. talked to my cousins bout our talents. sort of felt better. (: waited with her for her ahQ and ltr headed home. peace*

2006-11-29T08:28:00.000+08:00

had no gems today, bcos teacher said that she has some programs on that day. but we had to do the skits and pass up to her on friday. we group with 2more guys last wk as teacher finds their group too big. one of them i personally find that he is the best of al in the class in terms of looks. Ha. sort of alittle cute kind. bt anw, im stil crazy over ahmad lah. =x so after sch went to eat long john at dhoby ghaut cos i was craving for that long ago. shared one with sh cos i wasn't very hungry ate in with cheese&tata. great taste! ha.

i was tired dread. so i wanted to go home and sleep before going to work. at first wanted to work at 3 bt since they dun have the slots for me so it ok i can save the time for sleeping to get myself awake. if not i will be so blur working & doing lots of wrong stuff. so sh had no choice to go home too. even thou she stil have a few hours before work.

working was fine i guess with my cousin ard. not tt bored. (: up to bed. nites.

2006-11-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

took back law test paper! i got a 68. finally no more just pass le. ha. law class ended damn early so we went fc4 to eat. no hungry. so ate curry puff & drank chin chow only. bt CVH chin chow taste much better. ha. had a love for chin chow recently. (: D&D today was ok. i almost gg ALMOST done with my tutorial 3. is my cheng jiu man. haha. happy for myself. bt we went to fc2 busstop to measure the room. i went there do nth bt kena bites frm mosquito. urgh! itchy like hell. ltr gt break ate mc flurry & fries. ha. i think i saw gary at fc2. another cute guy i can say. bt nt as cute. aft sch i think i saw another guy frm work. bt lucky he didnt saw me. phew~ nites.

2006-11-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

ate pizza hut for lunch ltr ate dinner with family.

every family do have their problems. bt im hoping mine can be solved. i dun wish to live under such condition. bt i believe my family can overcome it. bt prob lies with each of us does nt know our faults. hais. i really felt very sad today. when im in the car i almost wanted to cry. bt always this happen i keep quiet & many things run thru my mind. my parent think im stil tt small lil girl who does nt knows hw to think. bt actually i think i do. i do more than my sis can. bt im stil nt gg to let them know. cos one day they can see it themself. lucky there my dad to made it a happy ending. i feel tt my sis really cant open up her mind to think & also nt just always junk al the small stuff in her heart & made her xing ku only. bt actually al of us says has a point just tt bt i dont know lah. hope it can be solved. i do love them. hope my r/s with my sis can get better. bt i just cant stand it, really. n i started to boil. i know im wrong bt i just cant control. bt some times its really unreasonable. bt i know we al do love each other very much. hope things goes smoothly for my family. lets be happy everyday. (: LOVE,

2006-11-26T23:41:00.000+08:00

friday; lessons was usual & went home after tt. cos i was sort of tired lazy to go out. feeling heavy with lots of hw.

sat; work whole day again. plus it was extreme busy for both lunch & dinner. n i saw serene my used to be chem tutor. (: she's teaching in mee toh sch instead of edgefield. ha. bt too paiseh to cor her.

today; didnt went for jazz, feeling lazy too. bt went shopping lah. at bout 3 plus. went to heeren for some shopping. i bought jeans. ha. its for new yr'o7 fast me huh. bought quite alot of things for new yr alr. n at night went to watch movie with karmun & yili. oh man. its a super nice show. STEP UP~ the dance was great & overall i love it lots lah. ha. want to buy the vcd. Lol.

2006-11-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

gt back bsi test paper. i didnt do well. gt minus many marks for no statements. urgh! lesson learnt. ha. aiya think tt its bcos of rushing for amaths tt y didnt do well. making myself happy. xD didnt had CD today cos it has change to tmr as talk on terroist. i skipped it anw. cos i cant make it. working ytd. aft sch went to eat at IMM. since i had to slack outside for so many hours. ate cafe cartel. n serious i love the bread. Lol. talk too much during lunch thus i think i said something wrong. =x felt bad lah. ha. after tt ok alr. meiting & sihui went back so we went a little shopping aft tt. after tt shuhui had to rush to work so i headed dhoby for my gym. was tiring bt it was great. after gym started raining so didnt went home alr. smelly me went ps to had dinner with karmun & yili. i ate swiss roll & crispy chix. yumyum~ went lil shopping & here we go hiphop lessons. whoa~ my cute guy. ha. during the lesson i cant really dance alr. paiseh. no lah. after lesson we had talks with him. so knows a lil bout him. his cute really cute! Lol. cant wait for next thurs. nice sleep lady.

2006-11-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

happy working day(:

cheers!

2006-11-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

tuesday is a bad day. cos its D&D day. i think made me in a very bad mood. bt aft class im ok alr. ha. in the end stil didnt finish my tutorials. urgh! i think im stacking up alot & more to come. stressed up module.

2006-11-20T23:08:00.000+08:00

as usual. had back ect&p results. i passed! yeah! first time can. ha. bsi ended class early. so i had a tot. so i skipped law just to work earlier. cos didnt work much last week. work was alright. cos mon sort of slack day. ha. nites.

2006-11-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

didnt went for my sun breakfast time. bcos i was tired, so didnt want to wake up early. went jazz as usual. it was full of moving ard as usual. ha. after tt went down to CV just to buy some dim sum for my grand-parent. (: filial huh. bought alot cos many ppl would be at their hse. shared with my cousin of cos. so we headed to their hse. god bless the dog is in the room or else i sure scared n it wil kip barking. phew~ so everyone gathered to eat lah. they said the durian egg tarts was nice. eww. ha. as usual always theres nth to do there. just sit there stare, daydream or watch tv. bt we had some little little chats lah. stayed there till at night had dinner there. was full lah. cos had desserts too. bobo chacha. haha. the jelly was my fav lah bt it was nt as nice as outside. =x sad case my grandpa didnt really rmb me alr. his getting old. so i think i have to go there often alr. cos he doted me most since young. tmr sch days back. yawn*

2006-11-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

it just another whole day work. (:

work was stil as busy. cos sat.

2006-11-17T19:14:00.000+08:00

it was my day! it al started great bt ended up badly.
start with the day first. i had law test in the morning, i think i was quite okay. cos i did study lah. haha. n i quite understand the chaps. hope can get gd results. (:

after exams the 9 of us went vivo to have our lunch. finally get to see all of us together. so happy. bt we always took a very long time to decide wat to eat. hais. frustrating at time can. so we guys al landed at ljs. after all the food the took a present out. sort of creepy cos is in a small wrapping. ha. i had many things in my mind. thinking whether is it a durian cake or a jack box (dont know the name)where a clown pop out or something. i was stupid shaking & smelling the present. hehe. n during the opening n jokes theres a video out of it by lizzie. (: i look very stupid in the video. when i found out theres an extreme red undies inside. stupid them.

after tt we decided to go kbox so we went to cine's. n we gt a huge room. big tv ok. ha. the atmosphere was wierd at first, everyone dun really dare to sing. bt in the end everybody sing like mad. except the alan only know hw to sit there listen, sms. like so bored like tt. bt ended up fun i can say. halfway thru they bought cake for me! swit huh. haha. sing song cut cake & eat. haha. later another present frm them. (: kbox was cheap, 5hrs for bout 10bucks only. haha. we left kbox & went for neoprint of cos. must leave some trace of memories mah. haha. bt i was rushing to meet my family for dinner. meeting them at kallang.

after neoprint i quickly get my way to mrt. it was crowded especially at cityhall. i was quite stupid i can say. i at first wanted to head to the end of the mrt bt my mom was rushing me so i walk to the board n see the time to rch kallang. so i just stand there waiting for the train. when the train arrived i was being pushed by the freaking ppl behind damn idiotic i can say. when the train close i felt something under my skirt. i tot someones paper bag was there. wanted to get it out cos very wierd. so when i grab it i found out its a hand. i grab it hard wanted to see who the fker was. bt it lose free. bt i think was the guy behind me. i was shocked & many diff emotions in me. i was scared yet super duper angry. i totally change my face i gave a look like every single one ard me is my enemy. i keep staring hard to the guy beside me. when rching the next stop suddenly he raise his hand to his waist height. (wat was tt for?) n he alighted the next stop so it makes me think its him. he the fker. i think he wont live long. cos he will get punishment frm his bad deeds. n i think ive cursed him enuff.

went to eat at no signboard. had seafood! my fav crab. haha. bt its chilli. sort of spicy bt i love eating crab. so i drank plenty of water! ha. theres plenty food too. n lastly there stil fruits & desserts. it was nice! bt im super duper full. bt my bday ended by terrible just bcos of tt incident. i felt very uncomfortable after tt.

anw on my bday i had many unexpected wishes. bt yet expected ones didnt came. annabel was the first to wish me bt time haven rch she wish ler. this shows hw blur she is. haha. i think she's too anxious to wish me. Lol. thats just older another day. im 17yrs old alr. i think i got to be mature. cos of some reasons. (:

2006-11-16T10:31:00.000+08:00

finally my olvls are over & poly tests left with law.

hope my eng & amaths did well enuff. ha.

PLUS this cute guy came into my life. Lol.

cant wait for tmr.

finally im going to turn 17,

and hoping to be mature for some reasons.

ha. wishing myself a

Happy Birthday! (:

2006-11-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

days without sch is so enjoyable! woke up at 2plus today. den time passes so fast. was online seeing the elearning wat to do & stuff. didnt even have the mood to study for eng & amaths. think im in dead meat. PLAN; tues study eng. wed amaths. thurs amaths. fri amaths. sat bsi. sun ect&p. mon amaths & bsi. tues amaths. wed amaths. thurs law. fri my day! wahahas. wat a nice plan. hope i can follow it. worried for my eng olvl nw.

hais. sometimes i really feel i dun belong. i feel like getting out of the hole that dun belong. hahs. sound wierd huh? thats how i feel. i m tired of it. im stressful bt who knows. i really cant get on with this stressful life. i really do nid time alone. where no ones around & theres no disturbance ard me nt even a single needle-drop sound. peace is al i nid. mayb stress makes me have more & more white hair. hope after al the exams i can sit a home & slowly watch vcd with loads of snack.

ppl always do tke things for granted i dun denied myself. bt i think cant get over the fence. i really cant tolerate. nah dun want to tok bout it. cos i feel that i dun want to bother bout such stuff. hope it can just get out my way let me have peace. i have an irriating environment which makes me has a pull in my head. urgh! bt im lucky & i must be contented with it. alicia u gt to be happy. & do well for ur exams. the future is created by urself. bt fate & luck do helps to. pray hard*

at night went cp to eat mos & buy al the stuff needed with my sis. time passes real fast. i think im in love. with mc flurry or can say oreo. ha. have to study eng tmr alr. please let me concentrate on my studies. nites. have a swit slp. gambatte!

2006-11-05T02:12:00.000+08:00

free from work today! went out at 10 to had my breakfast b4 my jazz class. i hate super lots of sutff. i ate ya kun bread, fried kway teow, porridge with you tiao & raw fish & fish eggs. yummy. plus a black sesame mix with almond paste. my favourite! sun is they day where i can eat many gd stuff. hee. n found out tt i left my hp charging at home & my sis was at home. i was thinking this kpo ger sure touch my phone cos i have to ask her to off the switch, indeed she did. & she even deleted msg & missed call tt i had. wat a stupid move.

after my nice paste i took mrt down to kovan for jazz! whoa. i was early so i went to a watch shop to get my dad's watch done first his strap has spoil so i get it change for him. nice of me ya? ha. i chose quite long for the strap cos dun know which would be better. just in time christa & eli came for the rescue & i made an conclusion. it cost 18bucks. duno my dad likes it anot. bt i think it looks fresher than the old one & more younger strap i can say. hee. went jazz & it was our hiphop intructor instead of last wk guy. the dance was nice bt stil jazz last wk was much better i can say.

aft jazz went tm to shop for christa's guys bday prezzie. ha. bt she herself bought a pants & shirt, eli too. it's so nice! i like a few things too. bt didnt want to buy. cos i promised myself ya? we walked a few shops & later went shilin to have my cravings again. XXL crispy chix. nt bad bt was heaty. was full after tt alr so asked my mom to not go eat seafood alr. so i went kallang to my uncle's factory. my mom was doing some work there. on my way on mrt i feel asleep again. i was sitting at the center thus i has no support i think i almost keep falling onto other ppl's shoulder. half way i keep waking up. i think i look stupid doing tt. bt no choice was too tired.

so my mom fetch me to the factory & ltr she continued her work & i started to get bored & tired so i went to slp in my mom's car. she said she will be ready in 1hr time. bt i think i slept for bout 3hrs b4 she come to the car with my uncles to have dinner. n i dun feel hungry at al. went boon tong kee to eat chicken rice plus fried tofu, fried egg, liver & sharkfin. chesnut drink too. hee. ate bout 90plus. bt ok lah. 6 ppl lehs. den headed home til now. i think its time for me to slp. even thou tmr has no sch. missing chay. ha. we are the bad ppl. zara called us & we didnt pick at al. for continuous 3days. sorry man. waiting for the date with chay, eating & shopping. mayb a hair cut too. it's 230 alr. nites.

2006-11-04T01:48:00.000+08:00

i was late for work! shucks. i woke up at 10 which actually i shld be out of my hse by tt time. rush & went dwnstairs to bought my brkfast cum lunch. i hate the service they take their bloody own swit time bout 10mins like tt to have my turn & in front of me theres only 2 ppl. tot i would be very late bt i rched CVH at 1105 ok. bt i stil have the time to tie & re-tie my bun. cos it was really nt nice. in the end i tied the nicest bun tt i ever tied b4. ha. than i started work at 1120. it was nt busy for lunch thou dinner was busy. bt i was attentive ok. bcos i had 8hrs of slp. i cleared duno hw many plates can & carry trays. bt i spilled the sticky jelly drink stuff on myself. bcos the tall glass couldnt balance on the stupid stray.

the spread for both lunch & dinner was super duper nice today. so tempting. one day i want to go buffet with belovedchristabel at other hotels of cos. i prefer buffet with nice appertisers & sweet delights. xD during our break we had muttarbak, finally i get to eat it. again they are slow serving us the food. lucky we had a 45mins break. bcos prem & willam went break so ashok let us go early. i can say the muttarbak is nice. bt if it is crispier it would be fabulous. the portion so big somemore cant eat finish. bt -tabel was very hungry tt she ate finish her share.

during briefing prem said i was a space cadet. sort of paiseh bt i admit its true. bcos i really didnt have enuf slp. hw m i be alert enough? bt im nt a zombie neither space cadet i can say im in my dreamland hoping to have a nice slp at my lovely bed. ha. bt i seriously think im bad at my job. i dun think im a gd waitress. always forgeting things & doing wrong stuff. hais. anw i find tt ppl working there al started to change duno why. some change frm bad to gd some from gd to bad. bt they may change back i may nt know. bt they really do irritates my at times making me stressful. afraid it might affect my studies. thats hw i pass my saturday. exams coming soon. gambatte!

2006-11-03T00:49:00.000+08:00

ha! woke up at 6 instead cos less than 1hr of slp is really too too little. bt this 1hr plus of slp is really nt enough too. meiting was alr on the way & so i quickly rush n i went out of my door at 630. pretty fast me. my parents was like eh y u so early go out those kind of stuff like i gg some where else. & my mom scolded me for bathing super late last night. i was dead tired. wanted to called up CV to change my shift frm 3-11 to 6-11 so i have time for me to get home to slp for 3hr at least. bt i didnt.

had test today actually i didnt study cos was only thinking bout the web design project. bt they said can use the com to search for it. bt damn it! the system sucks. i wasted 15mins cos i cant get into the internet. & they was like " carry on other questions first" as there was questions where internet is needed. bt i was like i didnt study ok. hw m i supposed to do without com so i just stared ard. lucky can use other website other than the sp home. bt also nt enuff time. i didnt get to find them. i had 2 pages blank so i guess i wont fail badly for tt.

during presentation, realised there's no need a script for it! wasted my time waking up so early. bt anw if go sch is also waking up at 6. just tt im fast today. lols. the toothfy teacher was like a doctor seeing patients cos he ask have this have tt? just ans n ok! done. lols. actually i find tt teacher quite nice lah. dun be mean u guy. no one is perfect. aft sch went tiong for lunch. went upstairs & downstairs, ljs ended up at bk. bcos every where was packed with human, of cos. ha. meiting quarrelled with bf i guess cos suddenly her weather changed. =x nt long she went first alr. ate swiss mushroom student meal! craving for it since a few days ago! finally. had a little rush eating.

aft nice foods. i rush to work of cos. & again slping in mrt! ha. continued at the bus 9. sian, started to work alr. 3-6 was always a nt tt busy time. which could relax. n reservations was little! cool. just nice for a tired day for me. cos i was really too too lazy! had dinner myself cos noisychristabel cant make it to have dinner with me. n i missed her! so i just had red bean bun & a root beer. hee. missedbyme-ristabel came at 7. she was crappy which make me awake for tt night. bt i was stil sloggy. has this lazy thinking & was nt attentive. i guess the supervisors can see that. i think i did alot wrong stuff. cos they said they were disappointed with me. buck up alicia!

aft work was tired bt stil my lappy was too tempting tt i used it til 2. bt i had work at 11 tmr. i think i was mad. ha. nites peeps. wat a long entry. (: iloveal;

2006-11-02T00:33:00.000+08:00

rushing for project.. cos tmr wil be the deadline. thus aft sch we went to shuhui's work place to do. cos she has to work. the place was pretty fun. bt the journey frm the mrt to the workplace was bad. it can make me sweat, seriously. when we rched red hill we first think of is the food. cos we are greedy. went 7-eleven to buy. n in no time, haven even rched shuhui's workplace al the food almost finish. gluttons!

her aunty was there, was quite paiseh & uncomfortable. cos cant zhuo guai. hahas. betw 4-5 where her aunt was there the time passes very slow. didnt know y. so we sit down at chairs where kids sit. sort of cute place with al the noisy kids there's ang mohs! so nice. bt meiting didnt like she find them irritating. cos they were shoutin away. acutally i wasnt being bothered by their shoutings. instead find it quite warming. feeling of home. hahas. crazy me. bt i do love kids. (: did the almost 3/4 of it as in the info. bt aft tt have to go early cos i have hiphop lessons. & i was real late.

the lesson starts at 8 bt i rched there bout 815. they were alr started on the warming up. it was tiring as there is lots of warming up actions. bt the step were plain. makes me feel jazz last sun more loads of fun. cos it has more moving about moves. like sliding, turning & a feel moves which i love. aft hiphop lesson went for bathe & alil fun & headed home. went online to continue the project by seaching & typing info. time passes real fast & i was feaking tired. didnt want to say much. bt i slept at 4plus & had to wake up at 5 tmr bcos miting for scripts time at 715. bt it is crazy. IT'S JUST A TIRING DAY.

2006-11-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

today is the first time we stayed back at sch for so late! had this talk aft lessons & ltr project time. it was quite nice & we had fun. bt actually we are during project & the time passed so fast ok. suprisingly annabelly was here with us instead sihui was nt with us. sihui has been busy dating with her kc. intended to mit my belovedchristabel to get pay at 8! bt project was nt tt done so delayed to like 9. we i rched tm i was so damn hungry bt i just grab a bread to bite. took bus down & again feeling alil hungry n bought some tart & pie. it was nice!

when we rched the CVH we saw so many indians stil eating the buffet & is 10 alr. usually by this time the cafe would be quiet. so we was like lucky we aint working. ha! evil us. so we ask zuk* to tel prem tt we was waiting for him for our pay. n we was like waited for 45min at the office & we stil didnt see prem. thinking whether did zuk bastard us nv tell prem. so we went out to the cafe seeing prem there doing his closing & we was like URGH!

i was so tired tt day bt no choice bt to wait. so waited again for him to be done. & headed back for our pay! it took quite long. as i didnt really like the paying system. slow & inaccurate. took us for bout 1hr again. i was so tired & thus called my mom to fetch me home of cos. ha. fortunate me(: at the end when we finish tking our pay prem started to get pissed i think. didnt know wat happen bt it's obvious. bt i think is bcos its late & he stil couldnt go home cos his shift was till 11 & it was 12 alr. so went back home with cash! & im gg to save it. promised tt i wont spend them until im satisfied with the amount i have. hahas. hope so. i must tolerate & no shopping! gone to bed now!

2006-10-31T22:29:00.000+08:00

HALLOWEEN DAY
i really hate tues! bcos of the stupid D&D. i seriously cant draw ok. urgh! i'll get damn pek chek. so during lessons went walk walk & slack. hahas. bought food for the greedies in class. i think they starve durin lunch cos they copy me nv eat. wahahas. they really can eat! 3large fries man! anw they eat like they have nt been eaten for ages=x den my keai de chay came sp find me. recently she kip coming sp. so nice of her. wait for my sch end. bt i think she too much time liao. so when we bought mac together we ate mc flurry! so nice. i love oreo-y! xD

after sch me & chay went down to orchard for interview. quitr stupid cos we have to fill the stupid form twice. den interview quite wierd cos we 2 quite paiseh den kip looking at each other n smile. we 2 very xian shi. cos once we heard the price is $5/hr we dun want work alr. after that we go walk walk. ended up at food republic for dinner. actually wanted to eat ichiban resturant. bt i have been eating sushi for continuous day so decided nt 2. bt i will eat with chay 1day. at food replubic can say we duno wat to eat & has quite a number of stall. so we walked twice round i guess. den we walk pass the tepanyaki, the ppl there say dun kip walking round just sit down n eat. so me & chay decided to eat there, we sit down alr den they ask us to go some where cooler bt we dun like cos like have to squeeze with ppl. bt we stil sit down. we ate chix & fish. the sauce was nice! there goes the tepanyaki boy! haha. i think his in love with chay. lols. cos he didnt charge us the drinks when we paid money bt we insist to pay back. lols.

den we walk ard orchad so that's hw i spend my hallowen with chay. pretty nice day. cos we had great fun! & ended up late home.

2006-10-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

so many things have been happening to me. in work, in sch & at home. my life seems to be so busy nw so rushing. & the biggest fear is getting fatter at some places. hahas. hoping to grow tall as usual. bought many stuff recently. n sun just went to malaysia & bought tons of stuff also. i think i work & spend work & spend. didnt really get to save much money. recently i joined amore & gg to continue joining. every mth have to tke out 100bucks. quite alot. bt i think it worth the money. cos i can get fit! hahas. i want to have a firm & nice body. hope so. hehes. today the kb was so tedious. nt like hip hop & mtv. the mtv was sort of bored actually didnt get the steps well in the end. nid a day free to train my abs! wanted to eat lots of sutff & buy lots of sutff. anw i hope to go malaysia again. i can get to eat a&w. had been yrs nv gt to eat tt! curly fries & root beer ice cream! woot~ tmr have a psychology presentation. bt i haven started my own script. dead shit. bt haha. lazy is al i can say. i didnt know y even i didnt go for my classes in the morning. i stil wil gt my buttocks up to go to sch just to attend the 1hr plus of psycho duno y. mayb im very interested in the module. hope next yr i wil gt another im interested in module. lols. hope my luck for each month gets better. in work i stared to get used to the place. bt came a new manager & she was urgh! kip doing stuff tt i hate. bt anw dun want to care. bcos i wan to change job soon baby. hope i can get a retail job! dun like there bcos of the bun i had to tie & the nails stuff & my hands is in a bad condition now. also the ppl there. some r nice some r bad. bt whatever. esp the braces gundu stuff. hahas. no time to watch vcds. hais. have to study for my amaths too. gg to come man. n i having sch exams olvl exams. full of stress. bt i do have my own entertainment to stress down. hahas. tmr gg study liao. duno can resist the distractions anot. gg prepare for my scripts alr. nites.

2006-09-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

finally there's time. busy working during holidays. until today first day of sch & i was sick. wth. sian dao bu xing. lesson today ok lahs. ect&p as normal bored! Lol. den building service is a new course. is smth same as building sci. today i get back my law test paper. shocked tt i pass lehs. so i must be more hardworking lohs. mayb i can do better. aft sch ownself tke mrt go kallang wait for my mom to fetch me to see doctor. cos if i dun see i will be damn sick tmr. dun really feel like gg sch tmr. cos whole body very weak. see how bahs.

as for my work. many things happen. here i go. =x
1. i spilled a drink; felt so bad bout it feel so useless n clumsy of myself. den i cried on tt day somemore is in front of the manager so dui lian. bt the ppl there is nice loh. they helped me settle bout it. pray i wil nv spill again.
2. on the same day they changed the menu & of cos many trouble happen. n so everybody was bad mood & stuff. all the ppl was fked up lohs. hais. bt we stil get over it. the next day. of cos to prevent same things to happen. i was being sent down to vau. so tt i wont get to tok to customers if they ask bout our menu change. so i felt so useless there. some more tt day vau gt no customer. urgh! bored to death.
3. is a happy thing. i learnt how to make quite alot of drinks. hehes. bt i feel liked drinking coffee now. n eat many stuff.

tata~ having my fruits baby. yumyum.

2006-08-26T14:21:00.000+08:00

busy recently, working 3 days this week. working ltr at 6pm. hahas. these few days working was great! cos sort of slacky. =D nth much to do. cos i was sent to go the vau there. hehe. bt i have to run two places if station B is busy. even so it is better den last sat where there i FULL HOUSE! omg. damn busy. urgh! tire me out. i wanted to work on sun. bt thinking is it worth cos it would be damn busy. hahas. cos nw during holidays want to earn more money. buy bags & stuff. LOL,, the things i want to buy is making me go crazy, is alot man. savings all gone!

these 2 days i have food to eat. omg! greedy me. thur ate cod fish hor fun & pepsi ytd ate mushroom soup, onion rings, al al sort of thingy. and also brought cheese & mango cake home! hehes. so fun lohs. ate them just nw! it was nice lahs.

anw didnt have time to watch my vcd(s) lohs. urgh! i think i'll watch it on mon watch it all. anw know somethings tt he has a gf already. n bringing her on teacher day? is he there to hao lian or wat? i wouldnt know. just feel tt he is very childish. as one of my fren said tt he want to see whether im jealous anot. isnt it weird to break up with ppl yet want to see the person jealous? isnt it cruel for him to do tt. does he have a kind heart? guys are just jerks to say! didnt know why i wont fall so in love with him stupidly. n think tt he is the perfect guy. n i really believe it nw. actions are more impt den words. anw didnt really regret being with him lah. bt just let it al past. i will nt hate him would be his fren. bt duno whether the horoscope said tt one fren would leave him for good. would be me? or isnt. just let things go by itself. thur have to see hw to control the situation. bt my frens would be there. =D frens are impt to me.

anw my mind is going somewhere bcos of somethings recently. thinking bout some things & stuff. confused bout it & daydream. bt slowly the ans would be out. =)) hehes. found the elmo tt was given by him. hais. prepare for work.

2006-08-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

today went shopping. yeah. ^^, bought a bag. wahahas. next mth going get another. happy sia. and saw many nice nice things. im going to get them al, SLOWLY. whahaas. but firstly my money would be spent on some places. nt on myself. sad.. =( bt nvm. sooner or later. they will al be at my hse the stuff tt i want. nth much lahs. just tt my dad irritated me. urgh! ass. eat eat eat. smelly like hell. durian sucks. all thanks to the king of the fruits. bt to me. it is nv a king. wahahas. worst den rubbish bin. anw today he msg me. so i just replied normally. haas. feeling so happy nw. nt bcos he msg me. bt im happy with my life now. yeah. xD slowly edit bloggie. wahahs.

2006-08-16T01:09:00.000+08:00

finally, my new blog skin. phew* managed to complete it. proud sei. cos nv expect myself to do it. must give comments hors. just tt i haven put in the cursor icons & stuff. in days it would be a perfect piece of work. lols. excited. anw today finish another exam paper. the BMA; kaos. it was a shit paper. i did studied i did. bt yet. during exams my mind was blank. when doing the questions. the info i had al disappearing the more i try to rmb the more it goes into the drain. urgh. if i fail i would be in dead shit. hais. so i better pass it & get along with it. hope so bahs. next paper would be BSC lohs. must study liao. always say bt cant. bt i MUST. urgh. addicted to vcd, shopping & stuff. bt i will strive hard. lols. so serious. everyday going spend money. bt im earning it now. ((: gd luck ger. gdnites.

2006-08-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

no sch for today. so i slept till 1plus. sleep till i rot liaos. den have a huge headache lohs. den slack slack. nv study at al as it is meant to be ders. so i on com listen songs, watch tv, and make my nails. den went to watch fireworks again. damn nice lohs. hahas. actually still want to go tmr. bt i cant lers. got to work. =(( sobs* bt shuhui going again. she is so typical i can say. go for all days of fireworks. bt den she must help me video. cos i want to see. hehes. hope someone see le will zi dong lohs. wahahas. before tt ate hans. the food was nice. i stil ate a cake b4 my main course come. cos i was damn hungry. lols. this few days ate alot think sure fat liaos. hais. die. =( bt the food was nice. their choco truffle cake sold out. cant get to eat; it was nice bt cant get to eat. den my dad say can buy for my bday. anw it was cheap. xD

2006-08-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

after 3 days for tests. i finally have time to blog. the 3 test was okay lahs. ect&p is a sure fail case. cos i didnt study. all bcos of my stupid thinking tt can retest. n was so damn slack. regretted lots. hais. bt things cant be undone. bt i was so suprised tt i first tym studied for so long. erm bout 4hrs continuously. must clap for myself. hahas. im going to chiong for building material & science. =)) i cant let down my parent lers. cos i had dissapoint them during olvl lers. and during holidays im going to work, study for olvl, shopshop, watch vcd & play have fun. have to mit up with old frens lers. today was jiawan's bday. celebrated with her & sec classmates. was sort of fun lahs. nv mit up with them for so long. n the boys can really eat mahs. i think the have a damn big stomach to store tt much food. sit at seoul garden for so long aft i had filled my stomach. den ltr we cake time. walau they sing the song so lifeless lohs. bt anw i hope she is happy. i think she very long nv eat bday cake lers. den i bought nail polish again. wahahas. tmr going to paint til i siao. =x anw went to watch fireworks with sihui & shuhui on national day eve. hahas. it was damn nice lohs. the fireworks. every yr it is getting nicer & nicer. wahahs. i want lot and lots of bag. i love bags. after i am done with bag it would be jackets. lols. making my room full with stuff. whahas. parents will get damn pek chek with me. yawn* gdnites. bless myself. xD

2006-08-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

lazy to blog now. hahs. bt den today these few days happened alot of things. hahs. anw i bought my psp lers. with my wanted game long ago which is the harvest moon!! hahas. den was lyk kept playing to it lahs. nv even study. shit; die lers. hahas. and i also gt my job lers. a job at changi village hotel as a witress lahs. think too much* lols. feel like getting more independent and start to earn money. ((: happy for myself. getting to smile more now! bt everytime i daydream. it was like part of me was gone. sobs* now i dun even know hw to love someone lers. hahs. feel tt i no confidence in love anymore. bt i think slowly this wil gone lahs. cos i nid someone to care. start to get back to old life nw. hahas. tmr i going to start work lers. sort of excited yet nervous. pa zhuo bu hao. =x this week i everyday go out lohs. mon go buy present. tues celebrate mt bday. wed go buy pants. today i nv go out lahs. cos today very late dismiss liao. anw tues we had a great tym lohs. we went to explanade and the merlion there ate at lau pa sat. so damn fun we had. the scenery was so nice and windy. can slp there lehs. den we took lots of photos and we look like a bunch of siao charbos. ahahs. den at nite. the scenery more nice at the explanade roof top. hope my future hse the top could have the same scenery. hais. bt its impossible lahs. den over there many things came into my mind. n i misses him lots. duno how his doing nw. bt nah dun want to disturb him. n im doing fine now. =) i really have nice frens & family. winks. anw hope mt love the celebration. hahas. we really had great fun without the statue(zhang ai wu) opps=x like hen bad. bt fun is al i had nw. fun can really overcomes the bad things. hahas. today quite shocked lahs. cos shuhui suddenly lose temper. =x n is al i make de lahs. n i didnt know i repeated the same sentence for so many times. hahas. cos i was doing things n listening to song den awhile i ask awhile i ask bahs. hahas. den jus nice i suay play the stupid techno song lahs. LOL. actually i was shocked by her reaction. den ltr like silence. den gt shot up abit 0.1% of my temper. den ltr went down. hahas. bt lucky nt serious lohs. ltr quarrel. ltr bcom the first to quarrel within our grp. =x didnt want it to happen lahs. bt my mom always say my temper was very bad. bt i think it is ok when im outside. hehes. hais. did have a bad experience of friendship during sec sch life. nah~ getting tired. gdnites. swit dream. pray for a better day* n hope tmr work will be smooth sailing. tmr go sch at 10 again. continuously for 3 days. great fun.

2006-07-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

skip ect&p today again! kaoz* i think im getting more slack and bad ler lohs. bt today actually is no choice ders. cos i nid to go for my dental appointment 430; ask shuhui to accompany me. bt she told me why nt skip the whole lecture. see she teaches me bad. wahahas~ at first is we two pon only. den bcom the rest also lohs. huai pengyou! hahs. den went to the clubhse pei them play boiling. den me shuhui and belly use internet of cos. den laugh laugh again. den bout 4 have to go tke mrt liaos. den i was late for my appointment. bt only 10mins lahs. bt once shuhui go to work lers. is my turn. quite fast today. den i was quite stupid. i sit there see mag for bout an hr lohs. watse tym only. bt when i reading didnt notice the time. after finish reading damn hungry. so went to the 7-eleven buy choco bread~ lyk very pathetic lohs. sitting at the link way there eat. cos inside was quite cold. =) den went home and bought cup noodles to eat. chicken flavour. bought an extra chilli crab flavour. hahs. okays. nth much today. trying to be happy~ misses

2006-07-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

shopping day~ after sch had a craving for choco bubbletea again! after sch accompany sihui went to msq to buy her present for her mummy! bt there doesnt sell bubbletea. so nvm lohs. so we took mrt down to city hall. on the way to msq start to feel hungry. den saw food lyk sandwish, waffer with icecream, tcc alot. al want to eat. has a craving for everything. omg; getting fatter. =x den baked rice and finally we went to foodcourt to eat char siew rice. yummy* very nice. ltr went to wallet shop to buy wallets of cos. sihui bought 1 for her mom; and 1 for herself. hers is a billabong one. i can say she chose very long. hahas. so tiao ti. wahahas~ bt i think the one she bought is nice. so be happy with it. stop thinking so much lers. so after tt went shopshopSHOP. saw plenty of nice things lohs. all i want to buy. yet the most excited one is the PSP im going to get it soon. bt must wait my mom's mood to be good. yeah~ so i decided to go and work to earn money for things lyk wallet, bags, clothes and everything nice. learning to be independent now. and i think i can do it great. winks* at first was thinking to buy either the ipod nano or psp bt has an ans which is PSP. cos they have the game tt i wanted harvest moon! and also the price betw them is about the same. and also PSP can play game listen song and also can put photo inside wors. hehs. anw this sat shld be going down to my cousin's workplace to see things out. duno whether could get the job. bt yet thinking of another thing. worries. bt nt going to say it her. anw i think im getting another formal wear. grins.xD its getting late. gdnites. hope his doing fine~ misses;

2006-07-25T20:10:00.001+08:00

these few days have been busying doing the ppt and also too busy and tired to come in and write. so i wrote 2 for today. yeah. i guess im happier each day nw! even zhuhui kip saying im daydreaming; i also nv get sad easily le lohs! ytd the mrt got smth wrong. and have to go for a longer way; actually a more of a walking&longer waiting. ytd i mit my family halfway at kovan; waited for them for more den an hr! bt nvm at first gt ppl pei. hahas. bt anw ppl also waiting for her fren. hahas. den we went to print the photo out. den find quite interesting. and decided to print out my own photos too; with his actually. wanted to kip in a box as memories. a box of our memories. =) an unforgetable one. hahas. it is nv going to disappear ders. swit & sad everything. den ytd nite did cs ppt and ltr did cadd till 1plus and the zhu stil say wat come punggol mit wo. jiade lohs. hai wo gao xin yi chang. frm mit punggol till dhoby ghaut til outram. = no difference. hahas. cos i quite ps dun dare walk alone. bt den lucky today nt much of ppl. yeah^^ den the SBS transit PERSON first tym wear heels den was lyk walking so damn slow. bt end of the day lyk can walk quite fast liao wors. congrats. finally being a ger. lols. den when mit shuhui today first thing she say i look lyk zebra. kaoz* hartbreak. COL;; bt anw i think the shirt looked nice. another fren of mine said it look lyk a guys shirt. urgh! worst. bt is looking frm the picture lahs. heng arhs. den today cadd was quite fun lahs. can draw the door. PROUD of MYSELF~! hahs. den teacher show us her proposal of the similar topic as our ideas. so good of her. and also show us her photos i think she looked the prettiest in her family. bt didnt dare to say. hehes. she was a pretty nice teacher. cs teacher too. hahas. today was her presentation so we wore formal clothes today. she said tt the slides was perfect. keke. my hardwork`. nah nt really. =x bt we speak too fast lers. and also didnt explain it bt just reading frm our notes. n lz's grp was having the same prob too. i guess tt's why we are so fated. to be such good frens in just nt long.

winks* i really think tt they are very great & wonderful. i LOVE 'em lots. really. quite touched by them. so i decided to get up; and be strong. bt theres also other frens too. they are very nice and swit. say jokes to make me feel better and talk to me to stop thinking tt much. and also their concerns & care. i cant say tt i can let go yet; i do love him still. bt im happier nw; its getting better too. hahas. anw after our presentation waited for em and quickly headed home cos dun want to go hme with the irritating who diedao-ing love. lols. bt i just wont hate him lahs. just dun lyk the way he is acting. i nv hate ppl in my life b4. cos hating a person makes ur life nt really happy. even thou as a scorpio they do ji chou; it true. =) hehs. bt when i m angry or nt satisfied with the person lyk i always do [daydream] and i would just think of anything. think of things and thinking it is nt worth hating a person. it makes ur life simplier and also more relax. im more into those bo chap ppl. it more fun in life tt way. bt doesnt mean i dun care for other. i care very much of other ppls feelings; more likely to ppl i know of cos. bt i dun show. hahas. thats me! if one day i really be myself i used to be at home. i guess everybody would just run away from me. opps. lols. i really do have a very bad temper at home. bt i have lesser mood swings. bt just sometimes dun really love talking. started talking bout my life huh? bt since im with him i nv really show him my temper yet; bt i always have been letting him n i just kept quiet. tot it is a better way cos i didnt really know hw to say things in words. nt very gd in words. =x bt i guess al r/s is about the same. just tt hw they get to mainten it or manage it. guess i didnt been myself from the start. nt very sure too. nth much today also. bt from our clothes lz.ntuc cashier; sh.SBS; mt.business ger; bel.admin; huix.normal lehs. =x I'M THE BOSS. wahahas~ that's the most impt part of it. aft sch got to drink the bubble tt i suddenly feel lyk having. and felt tt everything used to be b4 i met him has come back. feel lyk drinking choco bubbletea always; and others. bt im nt feeling well this few days. go watch tv lers. nites. tt's for my days. *

2006-07-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

2006-07-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

Sunday; 23 July 'o6

23 July was my mummy b'day. bt i was really quite a bad day for us and my family. many unhappy things happen on tt day. anw it was also the last day of GSS. haas. on sun things happen this way. we went out to eat on the afternoon at newton circle, everything was still just fine. as it was still in the afternn nt all the stalls were open. so my parent went to buy food nearer to the front where we were sitting. they ordered popiah, fried rice, swit&sour pork rice, mee pok, satay and 2desserts. we al share the food of cos. from my opinion the only nice food is the popiah lohs. others way just so-so or nt nice. den i was lyk eating so little and plus i dun really have the appetite recently. it was back to last tym i used to be lers. having aches and stuff. bt this is really my old days; and it is back. anw while eating we were waiting for my anutie & uncle. misses* so we were almost done with our food. so we started chatting where to go and stuff. i wanted to go shop for my formal wear as tues i nid to wear it. bt den they started to plan plenty of things lyk going to pray, go botanic garden cos they say there has many things and stuff. den i was thinking my mom would just anyhw rush and buy a anyhw formal clothes for me. so i went *sians lahs. den after our lunch. on the way to the car my mom heard someone saying the ticket attendance was here lahs. and we were late for bout 10min lers. from far we saw the guy was at our car and get quite worried. so my mom ask my dad to run to stop him. bt he failed. so ltr on the car my mom started to nag lohs. den my dad got fedup and shout back. i hate it and get irritated. bt it is stil okay. den we headed to msq for my formal wear. den at the carpark we didnt get a place for very long. worst is tt my mom was turning round & round. made til i have a terrible headache. n everyones mood was nt tt gd already. finally we gt a place, so we parked didnt notice there was another car hiding at the side. bt anw we are nearer to it. so we get down. one korean guy came down his car. and started toking craps lyk he wait for 20mins frm 2.2o and stuff. den my mom started toking back bt my dad just kept quiet. agitated situation* so we decided to let him the place. bt in the end he said nvm bt i think he geigei only. so when my mom reverse he waited. bt i think doesnt have to do tt lehs. bt at the tym another car came and took away the place frm him again. bt this tym he didnt get dwn the car cos there was 2guys in the car. he just drive away. wth* tot we easier to bully. so my mom didnt get a place tt easily lohs. den tt korieannn gt a place already. so he walking towards the escalator, me & my dad was there lahs. so i kip lookin at him cos i was damn angry lahs. and he was looking at my dad bt my dad didnt bother. after tt my sis came suddenly. and ltr my mom came. den my mom said tt my sis noe tt my mom want to say the korean she quickly get down the car. anw when my mom wants to say the guy, he nv even look at here. just quickly bang hard the car door and walk away. lousy lohs. den i was thinking i would prefer a guy with an quan gan. impt factor! hahs. den we went up and dun really have a mood to shop le. den my mom too. so she started to nag again. lyk vent her anger. didnt really bother. so ltr slowly i went into shops lahs. n for quite a long tym. didnt found any clothes. went into G2000 found none of the clothes is nice kays. actually went into many lots of shops lahs. didnt want to mention=x ltr went to drink coffee. den after tt continue shop. actually already have wat in mind for the shirt. hehes. tt is wad i have bought. very happy with the shirt. bt it is nt long sleeve ders. duno next tym de presentation can wear anots. bt anw went to G200 buy the pants first. den they just pick any pants and i tried it fit so i just give them and they paid the money. den ltr walk again al the shops and finally went back to the shop tt the shirt was there. tried 3 of them. the one stil fits the best. =) so i've bought it. den bought the cheaper shoe of the 2 ive chosen. bt the other i nv buy is the one with flat base. bt it looks nice. nah. den after tt went to eat cafe cartel. it was nice food. bt the servings is quite big lohs. ate quite little. bt happy ending in the end. it was my mum's day. bt cried twice one the day. cos of her nags too. felt so helpless when i was shopping for clothes at msq. it was much of OUR MEMORIES there. and he always help me decide for things everytime. hmm, she's trying to move on now. SMILES* ((:

2006-07-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

hmm. today went out to eat high tea with my family, auntie kay & uncle edmund at swiss hotel. we ate from 3.30 to 5.30. chat chat eat eat. times passes so fast. since it is near clarke quay. we went down to walk walk. it was quite nice too. we took pictures and saw many things. den we chat and stuff and i didnt think too much of him. until the night comes. it started to com again. den i started to feel i miss home. wanted to go home as soon as possible. bt my mom was lyk so long nv go out with them. so dun spoil-spot. walk longer. so we walked till 9 plus. it was quite nice there. and there was plenty of angmos. and there was many nice places to eat. the ambience was nice too. went to liang court and walked for very long, even thou there was nth much there. bt went down to the supermarket those lahs. den saw alot interesting things. and shop that is lyk courts those lahs. saw the harvest moon cartridge. >.< bt think dun want buy liao bahs. and den i think my mom say buy ipod better. bt i stil have to pay half for tt. sobs* so im considering. den ltr we walk walk outside again lohs. so walk till so late. tmr im going out for shopping. so i guess i cant do the cs lers. have to pei my ma for her birthday. and also buy my formal wear too. and my auntie will help me ask my cousin to intro me to work with her as waitress bahs. since im so free nw and kip thinking. why nt get something to do and earn money. can get wat i want too. hope i could get a mp3 soon. tt's for today. gdnites.

2006-07-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

today is just another sad day. hais. he deleted his frenster acc. hw can he be so heartless. he said we will be frens. yet he lyk hidding something from me. didnt noe he can just forgot bout us just lyk tt. i guess he has a gf right nw. hais. feeling so terrible. just hoping to see him again. i really hope i can. and also if he could just come back. guys can really just forget and tat's it. when i was with him he was nv lyk tt. i would nv tot he would be lyk tt too~ his always prefect in my hart. his the one tt i nid. bt nw his just left, leaving me a deep cut. hais. things are just too terrible for me now. hope his doing fine. he seems to be avoiding me. today i went to the site. it was very hot. bt i was always under the shade. sort of found good spots everyway. as it is hot i didnt get to see wat teacher is telling us or wat there. i was just there standing under the shade, wiping sweat and also fanning myself. quite stupid lahs. rather dont go rite. bt it was quite fun too lahs. den went back to sch and ltr tke photos tke and ltr go home. on the way hme felt alil hungry so ask shuhui want to eat mah. she said okays so we ask mt along too~ so we decided to head down to dhoby ghaut. on our way we didnt bother bout cf lahs. and i guess his face was sort of black. bt we just didnt care. so we alight at dhoby ghaut and he followed of cos. we went little india eat and also nv bother him. while eating he kept looking at mt. even hw mt cut the food also bother. wth~ so kpo. den eat finish walk walk abit. den head home. den so suay got two sits lahs. one beside shu another mt. but both seats the auntie uncle put thing on the seat. ltr the uncle took the things away. and he end up sitting with mt. anw shuhui pei us sit till potong pasir and on the journey he nv tok lahs. den when shuhui alight. he started to tok to mt alot. and he was lyk getting so damn close to her lohs. eww. lucky mt siam lohs. aiyo spoil my post only. tok bout him. anw today went to make me nails. was very happy lahs. nice; i like it too~ hmm, and talked quite alot to her. bt i didnt told her tt im no longer with him. and she kip toking bout him lahs. bt also quite alot of da dao li. and maybe i really nid to think alot, think clearly. and have a mind set of wat i want lohs. maybe tt makes me feel better. and be a more mature person. stop thinking bout it lers. just continue with my life. and leave things to fate bahs, tt's al i can do nw. bt i really do hope me and him could just start anew. bt i guess im just dreaming. hais. i stil dreamt of him ytd nite. sobs* bt also nt bad can stil see him. okays. guess i better get to slp. gdnite to myself n him. swit dreams.

2006-07-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

hmm, haven written for quite long i guess? or nt. hasnt been in good mood recently. cos al i nid is him. bt from al the talks and stuff. i guess he has given up. hais. when i see his profile i get so sad. hais. just hoping i could just see him again. his profile states his attached bt he said he has nt fallen for another. bt i believe him. bt even if i do nw. it is already none of my business or his anymore. hais. having my nails done tmr lers. my mom sponser me. my family stil treat me the best. i love my family, my frens and him. bt one day hope i could get thru al this nw. i guess he is happy with him life nw. hope he is happy bahs. his happy i will too~ bt sometimes i really get sad. hais. i just couldnt let go nw. i have to keep myself awake. see into the big picture. bt thinking of our good days & bad days. i footprints are stil left behind. i cant move on yet. bt i think one day i can, ive depend too much on him since then. nw its time to be indepedent. bt im those sort of gers tt nids a guy to care for. i always hope to settle down early. actually if can be a taitai of cos better. bt must also treat me gd. bt i always think he could give me those. bt i guess nw he is nv going to look back. he would nv. feeling so sad, confused and troubled. duno wat to do. WISH* just hope for hoping to see him again. trying my very best not to cry anymore. bt i just counldnt control myself. i think i nid time; all i nid is time. bt i just wouldnt want it. cos i wish the time could turn back. actually the mag is true; quite true too~ today had my ideas presentation. sort of suceeded. did quite well. morning we met at 8 to do the touch up. na li zhi dao ah zhu nv bring. kaoz* lucky anna & lz has it lohs. just tt we did too much of a last min work and the script was nt done well. bt teacher say ours was great. bt mr chin seems nt tt satisfied. i feel tt he put quite alot of hope into ours. hehes. the next presentation we have to do damn well. no more last min work lers. it will be presenting to more den just nw lers. getting more and more nervous. have to get myself a formal wear liaos. didnt noe i wil nid it one day. thinking of tt day he wore his formal wear. it look damn nice one him. bt i just didnt told him. instead i said those nt very nice comments. hmm, mayb i didnt really did my part bahs. bt i truely love him tt's al. nah, if theres a chance and thing can be forgotten mayb i'll try. bt things are easy to be said bt hard to be done. bt i think ive did my best. i really did. it is hard to change my whole self. bt i did change. okkays. tmr we're going to the site site SITE. sort of excited. lyk will be loads of fun. ((: nt bring anything tmr too. and next tues cs has to do presentation again. and have to wear formal. so i guess i will buy it on this sun or sat. and my mom birthday is on the way. celebrating this weekend. bt without him this yrs. sort of sad. and also couldnt see the fireworks with him too~ i really do miss the times. sobs* SHOUT OUT LOUD~I MISS YOU LOTS, AND I LOVE YOU STILL. exams coming. so i guess i will study hard and go go go. do my best. nt going to let my parents down. lastly, i really do have a bunch of wonderful frens. they really made my day. thanks. muahhs.

2006-07-18T18:39:00.000+08:00

i love you; I REALLY DO LOVE YOU. bt wat can i do? i cant do anything. bt just hope. hoping he would just turn back. bt theres no more. im just doing hopeless wish. bt i just hope i would be happier. bt i think its my fault anw. when theres chance i didnt cherish when its lost i get sad. im stupid i think im really stupid. hais. without you my life is lyk lifeless no where to go; totally helpless. bt i would just try, try to get over it. i will. bt i would nt forget him, his memories will always kept in my hart, my life forever. people my think im stupid im dumb bt i really couldnt let go. bt i think he has already fall for another ger. im really sad. dont know how to express it; bt i would just cry. it will makes me feel better. bt i really dun wish ppl ard me to worry. didnt have the mood to write ytd so today will bu chang. bt actually dun really have the mood too. today im really a bad student. rush the cs report cos did it last min and have to do it in class and made the pretty teacher to get alil angry. even the cadd i also nv draw the walls and everything. teacher also angry cos she said nv finish dun come to class. really sorry cos i really dun have the mood to do it. and also dun really noe hw to do. stuck with it, now im stuck with everything. =(( he said to stop thinking bt hw? i really cant. hais. bt time pass mayb i can! must believe in myself. and i have many wonderfull fren. i really love you ppl. im touched* bt i really cant forget him; sads. i have alot of things to say to him. i miss him alot. bt he thinks i didnt miss him. hais. al this and we've lack of trust and communication. bt ive already tried to trust him lots. bt bcam i kept things to myself. nah. stop saying all this lers. no point to. urgh* just cant stop thinking. I GOT TO WAKE UP!! really hope he could understand. bt annabelly says i nv say how he know. STOP~! COL* hais. nw is must study hard, do well in my studies and be happy. nid to do ideas ler. have to present on thur. and is two days ltr. im abit nervous. cos it is wiv the 22s. more ppl and also duno them. worst den my class alone. and they still say jean yong will shout you with alot of question. im gonna be in dead meat. bt with my fren i guess i will feel better. they will help mahs. pa she me. hahas. they made me laugh when im sad kkays. wat the big deal for just this presentation. =D aiya sian. i go slp lers. ltr wake up do ideas. ineedyou, boy.

2006-07-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

just got back from the zoo! we've had great fun. bt spend quite alot. the food there is expensive; the rides too. i sat on the elephant and the horse carridge. so long nv go zoo lers. bt actually i hope i could go wiv him. but i guess theres no chance. bt i still hope lahs. i still wana accept the truth lahs. im still waiting for you. bt you wont get to see this too. just want to kip it to myself. i miss you, i miss you badly. bt i will let it be. back to my zoo trip!! i guess i have seen all the animals in the zoo. it was loads of fun. i will upload the photos when im free. hehes. bt halfway thru camera no batt; of cos my mom blame us for nt charging again. had mee, prata and mango freeze for breakfast. cos just nice walk halfway it started raining. so walked saw plenty of animals and saw the pony ride. it was meant for kids lahs so i see my cousin sit lohs. n the younger one was so damn cute kkays. at first she scared den ltr she sit liaos she was lyk so funny she kept waving to us and say byebye. so nt scared of it leh one hand waving to us on the elephant too. omg n i was so scared i would just fall cos too high liaos. =x anw had kfc for lunch, the place was sort of smelly. den see polar kangaroo reptiles and the bamboo so funny. the red buttock n some was lyk so ugly the shape lahs. den we walk walk til 6 until the zoo going close lohs. n den went down to sembawang plaza eat my fav pineapple rice. the thai resturant! always go there ders. bt even how happy; how fun i was. i still kept thinking of him. he was nv out of my mind. everything of me will go numb. ytd nite i was doing the same old thing again. hugging the eeyore n the bear, it was both by him. hais. n of cos again couldnt slp till very late. having sui mian for these few days. urgh. totalmadness. i didnt msg him today. of cos i will get no replies. im i stupid? hais, bt i think i m willing to do so. okays; just tt the zoo was fun. had a great time with my family. long time nv so nice before. xD* sihui say she has done her nails!! jealous;; i want it done to. actually wanted to be done today. bt bocs of the zoo i decided nt to. so mayb next week. wait bahs. watching tv quite an nice show. the guy so ke lian. sobs* got plenty of things to do, many things in my mind. urgh! ILOVEYOU~ gdnites.

2006-07-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

IRRITATING!!! hais. he has nt contact me since last night. wth. m i an idiot! kaos* pek chek. bt since lyk that i ren ler lahs. bt im so damn sad lohs. kaosx3 stop thinking now!! maybe i have really been thinking too much. think of those you de mei de. LOL. anw tot of doing my cs today bt end up done nth again. today went to siglap for my lunch. ate yong tao fu. nice meal and ltr walked the cold storage there. went home bout 430 lers. den has been watching tv till now. i want to put music at my blog n friendster. mind teaching me, anyone? now the show very funny n nice. make me cheer up. ^-^/ bought a mag today;seventeen. bt thinking i guess i would buy teenage on monday. haas. n on the horoscope page it says tt a painful memory will return and i nid to do some soul-searching; deep thinking and i have to deal wiv it b4 i can move on. hais. hope its nt bout me n him de prob. i dun feel lyk making an decision bout us. nah, continue. if i've made a decision the huge weight would be lifted and i can enjoy n have fun lohs. from this sentence the ans is sort of out lahs. bt things may change. also duno wats the thingy. now i just hope me n him will get along well and go on bahs. bt really confused bout it bahs. the level of us has dropped,, sigh* i wish to see him; i miss him badly. SHOUTS* i nid a life too~ no mood to continue. kcabuoytnawi --

2006-07-14T17:31:00.000+08:00

sigh* cant get wat i wanted. the nail buffer!! searching for it long LONG.. nah, not tt rush. thinking whether wana have my nails done on this sun. duno whether i have the time. hmm, bt im going to the zoo with my nutssie cousins. i gonna have to go crazy with them. hahas. i want to get lots of things. but the problem lies with i dun have money. hehes. all thanks to me to forgot the password of my card. bt anw also nt bad lahs. can restrain from using money. wow~ spongeboob squarepants is on the air. so long nv watch liaos. anw, i guess i got the hang of the game called crazy taxi. lols. cos i got a B n ltr A and ltr S~ ! just too happy. it is shuhui's game lahs. she's jealous i got tt results. den say my sec sch band tshirt is on the floor. bt actually i dun care. wahahas~ =p today went to so many places to look for the buffer. bt end up got nth. hais. shuhui u better get it for me!! hehes. i'm demanding can. hahas. ahh~ i want things that is on my wanted list. so damn lots lahs. anw, duno whether my bf coming to mit me ltr. bt he siad mayb. im i just so happy enuff. today lessons is also do nth lohs. next week im gonna eat less spend less. hahas. cos im getting fat. qingaide is going to pei me do that. hahas. its good for her. lalalas~ saw many nice things lehs. so tempting! i want them all. im greedy thats al i can say. have to do my cs report liaos. quickly get it done and over. sians lohs. kkays lahs. going for my aftnn nap.

gdnites*dreamt of you;;

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yawn* after my nap; do things that i usually do. eat, watch tv, bathe, and online. so boring. anw, i guessed correct again. he didnt mit me. bt nt tt sad nor disppointed. cos im getting used to it. i even can guess it b4 it happens. i didnt recieved his msg either. nvm. drank up my children plum juice. wahahs~ the bottle is so so cute. gonna bring it to sch. =x bt it is kinda of small lahs. cnt hold much water in it. mayb can buy the blur colour de water duno wat flavour lai ders. xD` tmr have to wake up early cos nobody is gonna be at home n the cleaner auntie is coming. so i have to be up early to see things. hais. okays lahs. really going sleep. tmr got nth to do again. feel lyk eating cake nw~ im growing fat ger* stop thinking of food!!

2006-07-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

nth much happen today lahs. just tt went to eat ljs breakfast today. bt sort of regretted eating tt meal, shld have eat the french toast instead. cos i prefer french toast. =D zui jing kip eating eating n eating.. until i fat liaos. urgh~ actually dun really feel lyk writing today. my cs report haven done yet. sians. den todays lessons is lyk not lesson didnt even listen a word from teacher n also didnt copy a word on the board. kaos* is lyk damn slack lohs. so better buck up lers. 2nd test is on its way n also my olvl retest n also the eng oral coming soon. many many things. frustrated* anw, for HIM. i only hopes again. tt's al i can do lahs. cant even get to mit him. hais. so miss miss miss him. URGH~!

2006-07-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

*OUCH; my head hurts. today is an unlucky day for me. many stupid stupid things happen to me. bt i got ppl pei me suay. wahahas~ bt nw already mei you ren ke yi sayang wo lers. sobs* imisshim. hais bt also no use. nw it seems lyk it has ended bt just tt things are going at a very slow speed to end. i always think back of what he said to me. all the things he said when we quarrelled; i will think m i really such a huairen. hais. some he said is really too hurting. bt aiya. bt nw he also bu yao wo lers. really dun understand him. i think he also dun understand me. maybe that the reason why we are now at this stage. bt wanted to bu jiu also no chance now bahs. 2hands is needed to clap. no chance no talk. bt what he wants from me is too much. i m who i m, it hard to change the whole me. i did change bt u just didnt see it. bt den wat u said made me think again. bt now i get no answer. i'm so confused. bt i just wont giveup; when i watch those aiqingpian i will xiang dao ta. den sad. quite stupid of me lahs. bt no choice it just happen. when i fa dai i got alot to say think alot lahs. bt now duno wat to write. speechless* hais. i duno why i always think im right bt after things he say i will think im at wrong instead! urgh, why lyk this.

tmr going eat breakfast at tiong bahru bt quite stupid going sch at 1 bt have to wake up early for its breakfast. bt i like it. their breakfast is tempting. greedy* anw discovered another thing my bruise on my hand has disappeared.all thanks to the rubs. hmm, recieved an interesting email by my sister. anw when his not by my side i get to have more time to pei my family. bt stil will fa pi qi on them cos of my mood. hais. bt i didnt mean it. to me i still put him as the most impt ders. bt i just couldnt give him wat he wanted. hais. useless me. bt my frens n family is also impt lahs. hehes. im nt so mei liang xin ders. bt if really mei jiu lers. the most hard to face de is to tell my parents about. anw i also cant face the fact lahs. as ppl say first love is hard to let go. dun want tok bout him lers. nth special happen today also. just as normal. my law retest stil haven done. bt nah, dun really care. cos the teacher is a total act. so fake wear mask to sch ders. he treat us so good that day is bcos of the surveys on teacher. bt also cnt ren ding is him lahs. cos mayb just nice his mood very good lehs. or mayb lz tt day very pretty. hahas. so thats why. kekes. being with frens is a way to stay damn happy. lols.

btw i think even we how dun lyk cf actions or himself also dun make till too obvious. cos every ppl has feelings de lahs. just saying among ourselves, bt is already bad enuff. cos i dun wish ppl to do this to me also. i will be damn sad n hurt lohs. bt i really can say things tt he do really make me er, and irritated lahs. hais. mayb somethings is meant to be lyk tt. sorry.

gdnites. i do love him ~

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How To Be A Better Couple.

10 steps to enjoying each other better?

1. Be realistic about each other.

Don't try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the help of a few facials ! or treat ments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what u are. There is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.

2. Always talk things out.

Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.

3. Do stuff together.

Make an effort to do things together. Do some sports or involve urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or jus strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccor with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!

4. Meet each other halfway.

If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy. There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.

5.Show ur love.

Buy her flowers or candy or perfume everynow and then, even if u have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for decoration purposes ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.

6. Respect each other.

Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

7. Bury the past.

Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about u and ur ex to ur guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are gonna get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

8. Sit on ur jealousy.

All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finally killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

9. Keep ur commitments to each other.

If ur partner is standing u up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may jus lose him/her.

10. Be honest.

Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing ur feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him or her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probabl! y isn't worth it!

2006-07-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

JUST A START ;

hehes. so happy. cos i have such a nice blog. anw it is all thanks to sihui. . so sads. bt my frens do make me happy, cheer me up. ((: today is my first post lahs; den abit duno wat to write. bt im making this blog as so called diary~ today i quite happy cos get to eat waffle which i wanted to eat it long ago. and an extra order which made me xtra full. urgh! all thanks to my ahfat shuhui. hahas. and she made cos is she help me ders. so i love her lots. anw nw my days are just so boring and meaningless lahs. hais. bcos of some reasonsme so shocked by words tt she said. tell you:beware lohs. in sch today happen a very er xin de things. which is cf, his actions is so damn yucky. rushing so quickly lyk mt dissapeared. dont undrstand wat so bad bout going home alone. lyk his still a small baby. aiya dun want say liaos. makes me feel so yucky with all his actions. so better not say. my relationship with HIM is getting so ge ren. lyk i wanted to tell him so many things yet i cant say. wanted to meet him, yet i cant. hais. i so sad. and i really duno the situation nw between us. i want thing to get better bt also duno wat or how to do. nahs, its getting chim. i also duno wat i toking bout. so dun think so much lers* smile. BUT i want to go to the ZOO wiv HIM. bt i think is a impossible thingy nw. bt my mum say this sun will go. wiv my naughty cousin which wrecked my hse for 3weeks during my holiday. bt sort of miss her. =D whether he wil be cumin. bt i think is far imposible bahs. hoping things betw us will have a change n things get well. miss him so much. cant imagine theres so many days i didnt get to see him. n my mum has been asking me why i so long nv mit him lers. n i gave lots of excuses just to run away from reality. sobs* blank in my mind. okkays lets skip the unhappy part. tmr sch starts at 9, so wakin up at 7. hahas. n shuhui better stop giving excuses for being late! hehes. kkays. gdnites. switdreams i wished.